F*ck

Girl you seriously stepped on my tail !!

I can't stop myself to say : Such a bitch .

♥ - Take a BREAK :/

I feel like giving up , everything . Can I ? :/

Desperate / Depress / Miserable /

 A live body with a dead heart . Since..

Im here to take a break & update my bloggie.

Revision revision revision stress stress stress Damn you SPM

I think I can guess my result . All B ? + C D E Gosh !

 

眼泪笑了-刘力扬

比想像中更痛 你真的沒回頭 我命令眼淚不許失控 

回憶不跟你走 都擠在我心中 我就有責任讓它值得被珍重

謝謝你曾讓我難過 謝謝我沒有想太多 當愛情左盼右顧的時候 

我眼淚都笑了 誰還想哭呢 再勇敢的站著 找迴光和熱 

面對你的時候 我不會捨不得 因為你已是過客 因為路有些曲折 是美的 

我眼淚都笑了 誰還會哭呢 來不及完美的 就唱首驪歌 

想起你的時候 我不是卑微的 反而我沒有遺憾因為我已愛過你 深深的 

心碎成了沙漠 就快開鑿綠洲 我沒有時間不知所措 

你溫柔的雙手 本就不屬於我 又何必在乎它以後屬於誰呢 

 I used to revision with a earphone with my favourite songs

Suddenly remember this song while reading other's blogg

i posted i passage just now , do read it coz it's meaningful.

yeahh love this photo , less photo with the girl that sit between me n her.

We are bestie hmmmm

We left not more days only to study together Ilovethem

Thanks for the msg frm my besty

She realized that I looked not so enjoy the party

she texted me to cheer me . It's touch :) Thankss 

Love this quotes

She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud? 

everyone said i had changed . So what .. 

I just didnt live the way u guys used to it.

You are too lifeless . Live ur life pls girl ! Stop ur childish acts

It's annoying , yiakkkkk n etc . You should just get lost .

Words will cause many misunderstanding i know ! wuahahahhaha

 He is a cutey boy ;) Andrew

Yeah *v* Brother is coming back few days later

Can get my cash & .............. maybe ? hohoho

Activate ur study mood now pls !

Aza Aza fighting ;) 28 days to go . just try your best .

Looking toward the holidays & vacation after exam.

Feeling better after exploding . haha

Bye Peepo  x)

♥ - Meaningful

A Meaningful passage frm Facebook *i love it*

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.
 
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out.

♥ - 最后一篇?

最后一篇?或许吧。

*Opps I mean last post before spm .

33days to go for the spm .

不会再每天挂在网上,就算死也要死得好看一点LOL !!

或许会更新,只是很少。

好多功课要做,所以这个post要半个小时完成.

先用照片概括那一天和Emiko,WeiWei & JiaMin 去pizza =)

好像除了毕业照,我们没有合照过 XD 赫赫

我们的 [喜怒哀乐]

刚开始的时候我也觉得很尴尬、因为有两个人不讲话!!

自己认了他 ;)

*Emiko,抱歉啦,实在时间有限 :(

那天从下午4++补习到晚上9点半 :(

接下来的星期2,4,6都是这样,撑下去 !!!

如何控制自己不玩电脑?我的monitor是要用一个特别的插头的

所以叫妈咪收着插头,偶尔让我玩一小时就好。

如果看到我会更新Fb Status 不要奇怪,因为我电话是有Wifi de!! XD

啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

样子越来越惨,明知道日夜颠倒会让我旧病复发。

可是我没有办法,我可以靠谁？我只可以靠我自己!

*我并不懦弱你比谁都懂

虽然寂寞 这不算什么 只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂。

那天我哭,半夜一个人在角落里哭,那种感受实在难受。

我以为我可以忘记,眼角的泪还是骗不了自己。

或许看不到听不到我就不会有这么多的情绪。

我也懒得去有这么多情绪。

这也是我不想常在网上的原因。

好啦,就到这里。网速好像乌龟!!

每个月光是上网没有加电话费就付了100++ -,-

博客宝贝 常来帮我扫灰尘 click nuffnangs :)

谢谢你们,来帮我加油祝我好运 ♥

Bloggie,主人会想念你 :)

♥ - 如果有如果

雨滴滴答答地坠落、还有什么说不出口

泪不停不停的滑落、习惯没有你的角落。

[如果有如果-阿福]

心情指数 - 五颗星里面占半颗星

我也很想骂骂自己,为什么总是这种心情?

或许考完试了会好很多或好一点。

37天,看似很多,可是它是一个很恐怖的数字。

压力来了,会莫名的想哭。

明明告诉自己今天要完成这课这课这课可是就是力不从心!

翻开书本就想睡觉 来来来 盖醒我吧 !!

力不从心的感觉很难受,就很像自己是个弱者似的。

习惯了自己起床,习惯晚安自己说,习惯失眠一个人,习惯不再怕黑暗

习惯自己熬夜,习惯自己照顾自己,习惯自己安慰自己。

压力真的会让我变得很恐怖,我不是没有试过。

中三就是很好的证明,我会怕.....也是一个好证明。

我该怎么办?难受。不想长大,想逃避想逃离。

想找回自己,找回爱笑的自己,找回丢了得自己丢了的心

有他真好 =) 2哥 谢谢你的电话谢谢你的电脑谢谢你的相机

没有钱了就向他拿,想买什么了告诉他,给钱我逛街,这样的哥哥哪里找?

一两个月才看到他一次,时常打电话和我吹水,还说这个月带我去买Shhh秘密!!haha

在我很不开心的那段期间,总是打电话来关心我。

那是我17年以来第一次在电话里头对他哭。想必是忍无可忍了。

还有大哥,没有和他的合照LOL .找一天捉他来拍才可以 ;)

还不快点谢谢我 !! 害我等下又打信等下又去pejabat又签名这样那样。

就是为了那张 SPM SLIP ._.快点说谢谢 ;)

好消息:我这个星期竟然5天都去学校,真的是奇迹!!!

睡了5个小时++的午觉,可是一打开书就眼睡了 ._.

别人笑我太疯癫,我笑他人看不清。

[会过去的][会好的]每天就是用这两句话安慰自己 :))

在重看《醉后》17集 tissue tissue T^T touchhh .

After this Revision & homework . Addmaths & Chemistry !!
Help me Click the nuffnangs !! Thankiew Bloggie babies <3

♥ - Song of the day

Song of the day : 喜欢寂寞

By SodaGreen 苏打绿 , the singer's voice is quite special

And i used to love their songs *v*

当时奋不顾身伸出我的手  看见了轮廓就当作宇宙

甜美的习惯变成生活  才了解了什么

如今故事发展成就一个我  学会了生活就能享受寂寞

剧烈的语言变成温柔  又带来了什么

若是不曾走过 怎么懂 

40days to go 

Seriously I donknow how am i going to catch up the weaker subjects

10days for each subjects?I only can choose 4 subs [Phy bio che Addmaths]

i'll try my best , i dowan to lose.

Dear Brain: Sry for overloading you with thoughts of him

Dear Pillow: Sry for all the tears

Dear Stomach: Sry for all the butterflies

Dear Heart: Sry for all the damage

I wish I could hate you , it would hurt less

Since when i become so Emo ? haha 

don ever ask me : 'are you ok?' & I hope i can ans you 'fucking not!'

Smiling is just to hide the tears ;)

Don't ever judge me if you dont know me well , It is annoying !

and [YOU] are damn fake , 说一套做一套is your style isnt ? Eww

Come n admit urself ! Welcome ! wuahhaha I had acted so rude in this post

But who care ? Need not to treat those ppl politely.

Well , Time to revision .Thanks for viewing .

you can Leave ur msg at the chatbox & do help me click the nuffnangs.

Thankiew so much !!

♥ - 41天

天啊、41天41天41天就考试啊 我接受不到。

试考的分数都差不多拿完了,没有很好是预了的。

就该A的A、该死的就死 !! WUAHAHHA XD

妈咪今天去旅行了,不在家  还好今天她有先准备午餐。

晚餐就爸爸放工了回家煮  手艺不错!! 哈哈

明天下午怎么办? 吃杯面鲁? 我不会下厨 ._.

WKY 你你你你 我很累啊 看吧 我多为你牺牲 XD

快一个星期没更新了吧?其实是我的电话死都detect不到

现在干脆发去旧电话再上传,烂臭 !! 2哥 我要新电话 :((

温习功课 温习功课 温习功课

来来去去就是这4个字、我很累 不能在这个时候病倒啊!

一病就超过一个星期、那浪费很多时间呢!!

Addmaths , 快点让我摸清楚你的底,时日无多 B也好!!

黑眼圈越来越深 & 眼袋也越来越大 Sighh 

现在也管不了这么多,这个考试是让我证明自己的机会,

希望不会太难看 希望很好看 !! haha

书桌很乱、妈咪看到一定呱呱叫,然后忍不住帮我收拾。

结果 我要找的东西就找不到 ._. 哇哈哈

今天在学校和那几位小姐狂飙福建客家话。

我们都不懂,结果闹出一大堆笑话,或许因为考试、很久没这样了。

很累,这几天12点这样入睡我就已经满意了 ><

可是我睡眠素质就是不好,怎么睡都累 半夜总会醒来好多次

所以今天补习的时候 我真的很累 提不起劲

有时就是莫名其妙的累,什么都不想做。

可是实在没有时间给我浪费了 ._.

今天和Hueyyee吃午餐,谈了好多。

虽然很久没有这样坐下来一起谈天,可是大家都没变*v*

以前和她在一起的感觉很舒服,她很会照顾别人 :))

Spm Fighting !! 

这不算什么  只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂  

就让我走 让我开始享受自由  

回忆很多 你的影子也会充满我生活

别再看着我 说着你爱过  我并不懦弱你比谁都懂

虽然寂寞 但会是我 最后宽容 

——我不难过[孙燕姿]

你说我傻　傻在爱上没有感情的分身

我说你傻　傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身 

 我们都傻　傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真 

还在期待会有奇迹出现 [我们都傻-Rainie]

是我傻 。是时候转身 ;)

Bye !! Revision ;)